The period was early 1980AD. I had resigned my job with Air India as a cabin crew and one day I decided to proceed to the Himalayas from Bombay[ Mumbai ] Andheri . I just walked out But it was as if the Himalayas came down for my sake. I was divinely led through Cosmic Mantram-s erupting from the Anahatta Chakra! I encountered the divine forms of The Deity in its myriad manifestations [Ganesha Vishnu, Brahma, Shiva, Lakshmi Saraswathi, Durga] as literally manifest visions. I was overwhelmed and declared mad by the others perhaps. My friends found me and I was put to sleep. Later I went to Thrissur. It was here in our house I had this divine dream. Actually the alignment and connections towards the Elders and Deities never left me. I heard and felt Hebrew and Tawhid too.
One twilight i had a feeling Hanuman is manifest in a Virat-Roopa in our garden. I pleaded to him not to manifest: I felt unprepared. That night i had this metaphysical dream.
It was a golden terrain: some Hiranya-loka! I was lying down wearing a white dhothi: i could see it all! A little Anjaneya in a golden form decorated with innumerable necklaces and jewellery and clad in a dark pink pattu[silk] loin robe was sitting next to my body. I recognized I was dead! Hanuman held a large bell studded with innumerable precious stones. He was ringing this bell in front of my body's right ear.
Sometime later [!] I woke up from my body and saw myself watching my sooshma shariram [ subtle body coming out of my dead body ]. I saw myself as a sooshma shariram [ exactly same ] watching my dead body with Hanuman in a divine manifestation.
I recognized I am immortal with divine pristine clarity. I fear not death nor Immortality! OM
Hanuman is Chiranjeevi [ Immortal ] and the eleventh Rudra